Monday, July 18, 2011

A slow week...

My intention was to post something yesterday but I was doing Shutterfly pictures instead!  This week has been harder for me to keep my resolution going.  Consistency is very hard!  Even when I would stand there toward the end of the day, trying to come up with something positive to say to one of my dear children, I would often draw a blank.  I have to say that that lack of response reflects my state of mind lately.  And by lately, I mean the past 18 months.  I was just saying to my husband how much I wish I could be consistent in my moods.  Maybe that would help me be more consistent in my actions and words.  My wish would be to have a stable mood for an entire month straight.  I think that since my mom's death, my brain has not functioned like it used to.  Maybe it will come back, maybe it won't.  I will wait and see.  So, wish me luck as I continue to find the positive in my life.  Now I'm off to Harry Potter!!!

2 comments:

  1. Hey Sis! Well, I hope this comment will post. I don't know what happened last time. But I really think that what you're doing is great. It's something that I need to work on too! Saying positive things to myself is like speaking a foreign language! But I'm proud of you for working on it! I can't wait to hear what you think of Harry Potter!!! Love you!

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  2. I love that you've actually taken the time to set up your happiness project... I feel like I'm so distracted I can't even begin! So, congratulate yourself on that, and good luck, we'll have to discuss it at book club!

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