A Happy Medium

Well, I find that I'm either not saying what I want to say, or I'm babbling.  I have had a hard time this past week trying to figure out what is worth saying and what is not.  When it comes to family, do I really say everything that I feel?  Well, maybe not.  I've always had a hard time trying to figure out how much to say.  I am pretty honest with people about how I feel but I don't always think it comes out right--or the right amount.  Too much?  Too little?

I'm also finding that I'm switching "modes" all the time.  I have a mommy-mode, I have a performance-mode, I have a talking-to-teachers-mode, I have a talking-to-sister-mode, I have a talking-to-husband-mode.  And I'm trying to decide:  is it better to have one mode, or many modes?  I don't the answer yet.  But it all has to do with who I am.